dedicated, devoted.

its 7:03AM Sunday morning.

i just finished my study my avril's problem, and ive learned and understand about the problem very well.

so now i understand better, and know what i should do.

starting from today, I will devote, and dedicate myself to take care of my avril.
because i love her so much, seeing you smile and laugh is all i need darling (;
not because you're sick, because i love you.
i have health problems too. and you should take care of me too d:

well sayang, what ever happened, it wont change anything.
i still love you, i still like you, like the first time we met.

its gonna be a tough week for us.
i love you so much farah shasheera! mwaaaaaaaa !

i slalu blog time u tido kan? hehehehe

nobodyreadsmyblog.

josh.

Say NO to Rapidshare, Megaupload, Netload, no to Rapidshare, Megaupload, Netload, Cumload or whtever the hell it is!

let me teach you somthing about the internet.

you can get something good, and not paying anything.
you like to download? games/tvs/movies/pRon/ anything?

for example. you wanna download something from Rapidshare, or Megaupload, yes they have free service, but it so fucking slow. you have to pay like RM30/month to get fast connection. okay, you buy an account at Rapidshare, how bout Megaupload? Netload? or others? you wanna pay RM200/months for this?

no f-way.
so let me teach you a lesson, on how to get your fast download, for free.

what you need?

1. A local-based webserver (means this server located in Malaysia, because when u download something from LOCAL server, it will be super-fast!)

you can buy a 3GB or 10GB webserver, with a 10GB transfer per month for RM145 Per year!
you can find them on the internet, but contact me if you need advise.

2. RAPIDLEECH PLUGMOD's script.

RapidleechPlugMod_rev.36_by_eqbal.zip

(megaupload plugin maybe not working, you can find the plugin and update it. go here http://rlmonitor.info/rlplugin.php )


installation?
its easy. unzip it. upload the folder to your server. and run it !

for example www.yourserver.com/rapidleech

how it works?

simple. this genious Rapidleech script will transload the files from Rapidshare/Megaupload/ etc file to your server. you will be suprised how fast the connections of these servers

here's some screen shot if you think im bluffing you (LOL)







and i use Orbit Download to download my file from My Webserver




Do you see the speed?


sometimes you can get 300kb/sec if your webserver in full speed.

walla.

say no to them

say yes to free.

so, why not invest some money to save them more?

oh shit, still want it free??

okay okay, you guys sucks!

go here http://rlmonitor.info/

there's bunch of updated RL servers there. but u wont get as freedom and as fast as your own LOCAL webserver!

if you need more help on this, let me know,
hit the comments !

im kev, til nxt time you idiots!

4:28 night, 31/31/31

i cant sleep right now
even tho i woke up at 9 yesteday, but yes still cant.

there's a lot of things going in my mind right now.
i need someone to talk to, but my avril is sleeping (kena marah sebab kacau dia tido ); ).
i hate this, waking up in the middle of night. i wish i can call my avril, and talk to her til morning.

i am happy right now, with what i have, people around me, my lovely girlfriend.
but, i am scared. i am scared right now, its 4:35AM.

im not scared of dying. im not scared of anything. im just scared of losing the one that i love so much. i was alone. if so, i will be alone again.

its been 31days. and i know it will be 31weeks, 31 months, and another 31years. dont change darling, even a bit. u knw wht i mean.

forgive me for my wrongs, forgive me for my words, if i did.

pls get well soon darling. Take my heart, take my blood, take my bone, take my life, if its needed. i live for nothing before, now i live for you.

i gotta take care of someone. she's not feeling well.

i love you.
4:43am,

out.

yeay

my avril sudah sihat!

seronoknya.

finally, the wish list

2009's wish list
oh, my avril hv asked my like 100 times to write this.
so here we go!

1. my avril
2. my avril
3. avril
4. my avril again (hehe)
5. new nice pair of jeans
6. a new set of t-shirts (im selling or giving away my old shirts, including band shirts and others)
7. new pair of shoes (no more asics)
8. Fender Telecaster Deluxe

or this (Squier Telecaster Custom)

9. a Laptop
10. EP of my band.
11. new "reliable" wrist watch.
12. new wallet
13. my promised beach (14)
14. an evening with my avril by the beach.
15. a good acoustic guitar (i love to write song with this)
16. a small digital camera ( i dont wanna carry SLR around)
17. me and her health (cancel everything above except 1-4, if it is needed for this)

hmm lupa la. nnt update lg okay?
muah

friday

its friday.

i need to regain my energy and my power back.

next week is week 6 of 14 week study.
i need to finish my assignment, and other things

things are going well now. im bck on my feet again.
thanks darling for taking care of me.

got my hair cut yesterday, and i look silly.
well its normal, i never got a good haircut.
lets wait for another week or two.

get well soon! i wanna see your smile

hey monday

oh hey reader!

its been awhile since my last post.
well, its been a rough weeks for me, i got sick, i mentally sick of my study, and insanely in love with someone.
played a show in Penang last 21st, and this coming 7th at One Cafe, KL. and after im gonna play another big show, The Upstairs live at Modesto's on 15th March. on 21st March i have date. jgn kacau.

not much i wanna write here now, but this post is for you my avril.

dont let things in your life gets your down. its okay to feel down sometimes, but dont let it eat you okay? get back on your feet and cheer up.
i totally understand what you're feeling right now, i cant help much but you have my support.remember that.

tidur puas puas, esok pg kelas (:
lepas tu kita pergi potong rambut okay?

i love you sayang!