walk on

helo!
its been awhile since my last blog. i always knew that this blogging thing wont work for me, just the same like my old diary, updated monthly! haha.
where's im going to start..hmm well,
i stop blog before puasa, and let's continue.
my puasa was fun, because i had good time at aloqstuck with frenzah. just laid back everyday.
hari raya is fun too, even though im celebrating it quite simple. will be update raya picture later. (still using SLR lol)
ok, my weight gained about 10ks, last time i checked was at 71kg. ok that enough i think. lara did told me to gain, probably she'll be shocked seing me. haha
well, lotsa things happened in last two months, few things i cant tell,few things i can.
well, for whatever happened last two months, im seriously need a break, from all those stuff. like women. why? i dont know. something "happened" that make me afraid of relationship. really afraid of having one.
ok, enough about that.
now, study. hmm, for some reason, im on leave this trimester, that means, i dont take any subjects. yeah, i think thats good for me, to clear my head up after whatever things happened back in last sem.
talking about my head, im having sleeping problem now, not a sleeping disorder, but Imsomnia. well, i met a doctor, she said that imsomnia is a factor of depressed.
damn, am I ? what was i thinking about.
im kinda sick lately,really sick, but sickness will never let my spirit down.
as what bono said, walk on.
im starting new business now, probably will take time before its stable.
this is a rough time, it is. maybe for everyone else. i hope everything will be ok.
u2 is the best rock band ever.

u2- walk on

And love is not the easy thing
The only baggage that you can bring
Love is not the easy thing
The only baggage you can bring
Is all that you can't leave behind...

And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong

Oh, oh
Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can't steal it
No, they can't even feel it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight

You're packing a suitcase for a place none of us has been
A place that has to be believed, to be seen
You could have flown away
A singing bird in an open cage
Who will only fly, only fly, for freedom

Oh, oh
Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can't deny it
Can't sell it, or buy it
Walk on, walk on
You stay safe tonight

And I know it aches
And your heart, it breaks
You can only take so much

Walk on...
Walk on...

Home...
Hard to know what it is, if you never had one
Home...
I can't say where it is, but I know I'm going
Home...
That's where the heart is...

And I know it aches
And your heart, it breaks
And you can only take so much

Walk on...
(Hooo)

Leave it behind
You got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you feel

All this you can leave behind

All that you reason, (it's only time)
(Love is a feeling on my mind)
All that you sense
All that you scheme
All you dress-up
All that you've seen
All you create
All that you wreck
All that you hate