Say NO to Rapidshare, Megaupload, Netload, no to Rapidshare, Megaupload, Netload, Cumload or whtever the hell it is!

let me teach you somthing about the internet.

you can get something good, and not paying anything.
you like to download? games/tvs/movies/pRon/ anything?

for example. you wanna download something from Rapidshare, or Megaupload, yes they have free service, but it so fucking slow. you have to pay like RM30/month to get fast connection. okay, you buy an account at Rapidshare, how bout Megaupload? Netload? or others? you wanna pay RM200/months for this?

no f-way.
so let me teach you a lesson, on how to get your fast download, for free.

what you need?

1. A local-based webserver (means this server located in Malaysia, because when u download something from LOCAL server, it will be super-fast!)

you can buy a 3GB or 10GB webserver, with a 10GB transfer per month for RM145 Per year!
you can find them on the internet, but contact me if you need advise.

2. RAPIDLEECH PLUGMOD's script.

RapidleechPlugMod_rev.36_by_eqbal.zip

(megaupload plugin maybe not working, you can find the plugin and update it. go here http://rlmonitor.info/rlplugin.php )


installation?
its easy. unzip it. upload the folder to your server. and run it !

for example www.yourserver.com/rapidleech

how it works?

simple. this genious Rapidleech script will transload the files from Rapidshare/Megaupload/ etc file to your server. you will be suprised how fast the connections of these servers

here's some screen shot if you think im bluffing you (LOL)







and i use Orbit Download to download my file from My Webserver




Do you see the speed?


sometimes you can get 300kb/sec if your webserver in full speed.

walla.

say no to them

say yes to free.

so, why not invest some money to save them more?

oh shit, still want it free??

okay okay, you guys sucks!

go here http://rlmonitor.info/

there's bunch of updated RL servers there. but u wont get as freedom and as fast as your own LOCAL webserver!

if you need more help on this, let me know,
hit the comments !

im kev, til nxt time you idiots!

finally, the wish list

2009's wish list
oh, my avril hv asked my like 100 times to write this.
so here we go!

1. my avril
2. my avril
3. avril
4. my avril again (hehe)
5. new nice pair of jeans
6. a new set of t-shirts (im selling or giving away my old shirts, including band shirts and others)
7. new pair of shoes (no more asics)
8. Fender Telecaster Deluxe

or this (Squier Telecaster Custom)

9. a Laptop
10. EP of my band.
11. new "reliable" wrist watch.
12. new wallet
13. my promised beach (14)
14. an evening with my avril by the beach.
15. a good acoustic guitar (i love to write song with this)
16. a small digital camera ( i dont wanna carry SLR around)
17. me and her health (cancel everything above except 1-4, if it is needed for this)

hmm lupa la. nnt update lg okay?
muah

friday

its friday.

i need to regain my energy and my power back.

next week is week 6 of 14 week study.
i need to finish my assignment, and other things

things are going well now. im bck on my feet again.
thanks darling for taking care of me.

got my hair cut yesterday, and i look silly.
well its normal, i never got a good haircut.
lets wait for another week or two.

get well soon! i wanna see your smile

last

..might be it, or might be the last.
i know my destiny.

whatever it is, i'll take it and just listen to this song.

Nine In The Afternoon
by Panic At The Disco

Back to the street where we began
Feeling as good as lovers can, you know
Now we're feeling so good

Pickin up things we shouldn't read
It looks like the end of history as we know
It's just the end of the world

Back to the street where we began
Feeling as good as love, you could, you can

Into a place where thoughts can bloom
Into a room where it's nine in the afternoon
And we know that it could be
And we know that it should
And you know that you feel it too
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon

And your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good
just the way that we do
When it's nine in the afternoon

Your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good

Back to the street
Down to our feet
Losing the feeling of feeling unique
Do you know what I mean?

Back to the place
Where we used to say
Man it feels good to feel this way
Now I know what I mean

Back to the street, back to the place,
Back to the room where it all began, hey
Back to the room where it all began
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon

Your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good
Just the way that we do
When it's nine in the afternoon

how much

how much it cost you to make other people smile?
10 ringgit? 10 litres of petrol?
a call? an sms?

thnk abt it

Lucky Number 7

(do me a favor please, download this song wait for it and listen to it while you read this post :)

next year is already 2009,
well that means, i've been 7 years in university education. lucky number 7 ayy?

yes its true, i enrolled to this magnificent uni, back in 2002. ( i think i've already wrote bout this, but hey, who cares?)
it was back in 2002, a year after i finished my secondary school, or what they call "high schoool". honestly, i never really wanted to go anywhere. mmu was my choice.
i still remember, back in september 2002, first day im in mmu. i was so excited to be there. my plan was easy, get to know as much great people as i can, experience the life, and lastly, get a degree. i was at multimedia university , in melaka back then. taking a diploma in Business information system. well, that isnt what i wanna do. so a semester after that, i joined the EEP (early entrance programme), and then moved to MMU Cyberjaya, to join the faculty of creative multimedia, taking a degree.

and that was 2002, and boom! next year its gonna be 2009, 7 lucky years.
for that long period of me being in this university, i dont think i had enough of it - getting to know new people, old people, lecturers, friends, all the sweat and tears.

and people, repeatedly asking me "bila nak grad?" .

honestly, i dont know how to answer that, and give a good answer that they can chew em up. i hope by giving these answer, you guys can properly understand it and not ask about it anymore.

the answer:
financially, i not in the position that i can finish my studies in a short time.im self-sponsored, not by my parents, by myself. So i had to figure shit to find cash for my study, and my living. you'd probably wont understand this, so skip.

and for most part is, im not like most people. most people go to university , so they can get degree and probably land a good job after that. im not worry about what im gonna do after this, and i dont care if i ever get that scroll or not, what matter is the experience, the knowledge, the skills, the people, the things that ive met for my whole entire time here.

i might be here for another year, 2 years, 5 years, who knows? maybe but hey.
its not that i can just come back here when im 50 , and still be me now and do all the stuffs i like doing now.

im gonna be 25 next year, im still the person you knew back in 97, and will still be the same hopefully.

this post dedicated to everyone who still in university, struggling and striving everyday to achieve what they want to.

dont be too serious in life, or you will never get out alive

women

i found something interesting, taken from a friend's blog entry long time ago.

isnt it? :b

things

i got fascinated by things.
if i like it, i learn about it.
the more things i like, the more things i learn.
the more i learn, the richer i be.
yes i am rich.
i am rich of things inside my brain.

go learn things. read more books.
Not the kind of fancy books that you're reading.
learn your history, learn your own history.
if Nicola Tesla does not ring any bells to you,
go to google and find out what he invented that are so important to you.
then you'll know what kind of education that you're having right now..

this goes to everyone , in any educational institution right now.

sakit

oh,
aku baru saja terjaga dari tidur, erm bukan tidur sbenarnya, tapi tidur sebab sakit yg amat, migrain+ demam+loya+ apa saja lah.
skrg feeling a bit better, sudah 5 hari sakit, well. kerja pun apa tak buat.
kenapa at this time every year aku akan sakit. last year sakit teruk jugak.
almost 2 weeks tak bole buat apa apa. backpain yg teruk. nak tidur tak bole, nak duduk tak bole, kena berdiri. tu pun tak bole lama.
hmm
a week before this pun aku sakit jugak. tapi disclosed sakit apa. dan semua ni membuatkan aku berfikir, sejauh mana kita akan sihat, sampai kita sakit. sakit dan tak bole buat apa apa.
bagi org yang selalu endurance sakit mcm aku ni, mungkin paham sikit2 betapa nikmat nya bangun hari hari sihat walafiat.

gunakanlah kesihatan anda, untuk menjenguk mak bapak, kerja baik baik, hulur duit kat depa, adik2 , jgn dok beli dadah ka apa, jenguk la kawan2, kawan2 lama, kawan2 skolah, apa sangat nak saving duit tu.
takkan nak tunggu kawan2 sakit baru nak melawat? atau tunggu anda sendiri sakit, baru depa mai melawat? tah mai ka tah dak ka.

ini la yg aku byk rasakan sekarang. kawan2 aku byk caught up dengan kerja masing, aku tau busy. tak tak busy mcm President america pun. terlalu sangat mengejar duit dan awek, sampai takmau lepak dgn kawan2. alasan : "busy la weh, kerja design.."
fakof la wei, aku pernah kerja jugak. lagi lama daripada hampa semua kerja.

sorry terkasar bahasa.

aku bukan apa, latih la diri hampa untuk kurangkan "busy" tu.
skrg, tak kawin, tak apa, dah busy teruk.
cuba bayang kalau dah kawin?

peace yaw

hmm

well,
i wanna wrap up my 2008 soon. i'll write em all
its gonna be ... whoa!

lets wait

the WWW and internet and WEB!

yerp, selamat hari raya aidiladha to everyone! (that still read this blog)

oh well, im no fancy blogger with fancy stories. i prefer not to write it here if i can.
im still olskool - meet people outside and lets talk til morning.
oh, speakign about that, i miss that.

i mean, look at us. what has the internet done to us?
lets reverse back to my time, back in 1996, when internet is just new . jaring brought it to malaysia.

i was in standard 6, there was no internet. no mp3s, no social networking site, no napster, no google, chatting, no ym, no whatsoever. the only medium you can use, is home phone ! yeah bebeh, getting the trouble of calling the person at home, and sometimes u gotta go tru few "firewalls" . hahaha, what i mean, their parents, sisters or whatever !

well i miss that. for those who dont owns home phone, we hav to go to their house and shout their name. ahahha

you know why i miss all that and i hates internet so much?
yes its true, internet give the endless opportunities to keep in touch with your friends, and to get to know new friends. i admit it, since i plug myself into the internet, ive got myself so many friends from it.

but why its bad?

because, for example, A and B live in the same town, they always chatting together, read each other's blog or do the social-networking thingy. they will just chat and chat, because its "easier" and "simpler", and you can keep your fat up your ass more!

people became so lazy ! A and B wont have that excitement of meeting and hanging out with each other anymore. you chat and do so many stuffs on the net, and you have less and less things to tell each other. think about a situation, when you're somewhere like at the airport, and u meet a friend that u havent meet for like 3 years!

think about it. its about human interactions and socialization .
its getting lesser, and lesser each day. i've seen this. its getting bad. people spent too much time on the internet, you'd probably miss out so many things out there.
ive been there, and done that. and i see people still get hype on things like facebook. its pure eeevil . its a tool. tool of the unknown .

let me tell you what i think about this, and why im spending my time writing this thing.
lets go through the internet timeframe in malaysia first.

1996 - internet first available to public, via Jaring
1997 - IRC is getting hot and hotter! another reason why you should learn to use internet
1998 - popular mIRC clients was available on almost every PC you can find!
1998 - CyberCafe grew like mushrooms ! rapidly opened everywhere
1999 - the WWW is getting hotter, no social network website available yet. people start to write their own web log. or as known as BLOG today. community sites like circles99 and communityzero rapidly growing
2000 - The golden era of IRC ! i was a part of this.
2001 - After almost 7 years, IRC was doomed ! servers blocked malaysian users, people getting bored. almost 70% left IRC. by this time, people just use internet not more than 1 hour everyday
2002 - The Dawn of SOCIAL Networking! Friendster was available to public ! people so caught up with the "testimonial" thingy, and internet became hot again. people spent sooo much time on this.
2003 - Myspace was born! - i dont have to say much about this. now they have like millions of users registered. my id number was 666306, try to figure out whats yours and compare to my number (:
2004 - FREE blogging websites available. blogger, fotopages, and many more! people dont have to buy their own webspace for blog anymore.
2005 - email getting bigger and bigger!Flickr, fotopages was born.
2006 - everybody will have at least a SITE on the internet.
2007 - Facebook was born! and people get hype for their web2.0 interface, shameful.
2008 - the facebook era, photo tagging, tag.
2009 -??

try to think, how much time you've spent within this period of time. and how much time you wasted, and how much time you spent wisely.

please people,
computer isnt your home, internet isnt your world. you've got soul youve got body, go out to the real world.
its lame to spend half of your day on facebook, doing that "post" thign and whtever.
ITS LAME MOFO.

THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO PEOPLE WHO SPEND 14 HOURS OF THEIR DAY ON FACEBOOK, PLAY THAT STPD FLASH GAMES. come on guys, go out and have fun

- tidak ditujukan kepada sesiapa! jgn offended ya ( :

Ramadhan and Hari Raya

firstly, to anyone reading my blog,
i would like to wish you Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin , i meant it.

well, i didn't write anything the whole puasa, probably due to my serabutness of life and i dont have anything to write.
but i'll write something soon.

hmm my raya wasnt a great raya this year,
maybe the expectation that i hope , never happened.
but still its a good raya, with good brothers at home and friends, met long lost classmates, hanging out, barbequeing and so many stuffs.

well i'll post something soon, dont have time right now.
im packing and going back to kedah for a special mission.

welcome Sheera to my blog. thanks for reading darling.

made of honor

its 5:02 am ,
i just watched a movie, Made of Honor , starring patrick dempsey and michelle monaghan.
a good movie, but a bit corny.

well, the movie made me realized something, choice.
choice about our life, who'd u be with, u marry with and live with.
dont marry a guy/girl just because u wanna get married. marry them because you love them all your heart, and willing to give and take everything, for the rest of your life, without a doubt or string attached.

its probably the right time for watching it, considering what im feeling right now.

i feel stupid, and tired. mostly tired.
im tired of being nice to others, being a nice guy, nice friend, or being nice in everything.

for the last 2 months, i've said to myself, to be nice, and be a good guy. give her a chance.
but i dont think i can handle this anymore.
its probably me, not her.

i know im not a master in relationship whatsoeva, but i know, basic rule in relationship is , you gotta be there whenever your partner needs you, whatever you do.

she made me realized that, i dont really need her. (i hope she can prove that im wrong after this)
and she also doesnt really needs me. well, she needs me when she needs help.yea she'll call and sms or msg so many many times, but hey i dont mind.
i'll answer them as good as i can, even if im falling from a plane or dying from a car crash.

i wont let my partner down. and even if i cant answer it, i'll do my best to answer it later.

but, when i need her, when i call her, mostly when she's into something or went somewhere,
she'll say she's busy. busy , busy.
and if i call more than 3 times, she'll ask me to chill out?
and she'll say that im a pushy. can u believe it?

i know nobody read this blog, not even her. she wouldn't care much .
i think i should probably go back and be me again, as what i were before. as cold as stone. heartless.

i dont need anyone, that only needs me whenever she wanted.
if somebody waited for me , on my birthday night, in front of my house, with a cake, i would cry, and wont ask for anything else.

all these while, you said that i only sees your fault, not your kindness, but i think you're the one that doing it.

i hope you're happy and enjoy with your life now.
ignore what ive wrote (if you're reading this) . and continue to neglect me.
you dont need me.

im just writing what i felt. im sorry.

untitled

untitled.

is it wrong for me to ask,
is it wrong for me to care,
sometimes i just wanna share.

maybe you dont understand
how hard to be me
try to live in this shoes for a day
but i dont want you to feel that way

when you only have yourself
and nobody else
when your parents cant really help
and others are not really here

maybe,
the others leave me,
i hope you are not them
because i know you arent

is it wrong for me to ask,
is it wrong for me to care,
so if you dont want me to share
i'll understand

i will keep all inside this hollow heart
and hoping i can carry them through
until my time is up
they'll be buried inside with me

and when im gone that day
dont you worry about me
and dont be sorry,
my ma will be there
she would be listening to me everyday

until that day
time is not enough
for me to explain
why

im a loner child
was born alone
raised myself up
i will live, and keep living
until this over, be strong

is it wrong for me to ask,
is it wrong for me to care,
sometimes i just wanna share.

-fahmy, 1:31 PM 08 aug 08

Third Eye Blind - Deep Inside of You

life

this one, is a dialog taken from a UK tv series Hustle, Danny Blue talking to Willie on rooftop

Willie : you wanna be regular people? hmm? do ya? well go ahead, go on.
They're crying out for footsoldiers down there.
Go and have your life run by bosses, bank managers and politicians, but if you wanna be a grifter, dont have anything in life you cant walk away from in a second.
Lovers friends, even your own mother.

exactly what ive been thinking.

( :

( :

Michele Branch - Goodbye To You

Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
tears form behind my eyes,
but I do not cry,
counting the days that pass me by.

I've been searchin' deep down in my soul;
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I said...

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.

I still get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
and you chase my thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light,
but it's not right.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

Ooh whoa....
and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you,
but I'm not giving in this time.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto
Goodbye to you, (goodbye to you)
goodbye to everything I thought I knew, (goodbye to you)
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto,
(the one thing that i tried to hold onto)
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.
(the one thing that i tried to hold onto)

Oh, oh whoa, oh, oh (one thing that i tried to hold onto)
and when the stars fall I will lie awake,
you're my shooting star.

Miley Cyrus - 7 Things!

Miley Cyrus - 7 Things Lyrics

Miley Cyrus Lyrics

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome, but we lost it
It's not possible for me, not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you
You do

wondering..

i am wondering right now,
who reads my blog?
answer - people and robots! you fool!
(robot is the google robot that crawling across the web to find you!)