Thursday, November 16, 2006

THE WISH LIST

Hi guys, ssup?
im feeling shit right now, and i have mood to write something and there's a lot of mosquitos in my room eventhough im at 7th floor and ive been trying to kill them using my deodorant spray.
it coming to the end of the year now, and i just wanna recall back the lasy year's "WANT IT NOW" list. let see...

1. A BASS guitar. really nice one - well never had money to buy this
2. record the-fucking-death-metal-greatest-fucking-song, haha, about 3 songs and jam it, yah and dont forget to gather back my band. the band name is ENDLESS , does anyone here have other suggestion? DONE this, but the band name is Mind Machine now, and we've recorded 4 songs and more to be done later.
3. I need money, to continue my study, or im dead. well pretty much the same now
4. new tyres for my scooter ahahahha. err which scooter? i got myself another scooter, a VS125 now. LOL
5. yah, i need a digital camera really bad. still... agh
6. a girlfriend. <--- this one, you might skip. nope, not yet. and this certainly wont be in next year's list because i dont want to have
7. i want to see she grads, and im going to wear suit and give flowers to her on her graduation day, and hoping she can fly after that, maybe Pan AM or MAS. this..did not happen as she didnt inform me, maybe you guys can read it somewhere in my blog
8. still, a driving licences (ada dua tu) GOT THISS!!!!! and i treat my friends 300pcs of satay for my Nazar
9. quit MMU and be a fulltime musician, or go travel. i might catch her somewhere. havent quit yet, and still part time musician, but i did travel, to Melbourne. yeah!
10. go to Dublin, and see U2 live. this...maybe next year
11. help my family out, especially my mother and brothers. still
12. a girlfriend. <-- skip. no
13. a singaporean bank account. no
14. a cooper ! not yet
15. b a good person. not yet

i think i've done good job with the list, considering that most of them has been done. the others...maybe later, or never. im going to come out with next year's list soon, and i think everyone should.

going off this weekend to Tampin for the Astro concert again. cya

THE WISH LIST

Hi guys, ssup?
im feeling shit right now, and i have mood to write something and there's a lot of mosquitos in my room eventhough im at 7th floor and ive been trying to kill them using my deodorant spray.
it coming to the end of the year now, and i just wanna recall back the lasy year's "WANT IT NOW" list. let see...

1. A BASS guitar. really nice one - well never had money to buy this
2. record the-fucking-death-metal-greatest-fucking-song, haha, about 3 songs and jam it, yah and dont forget to gather back my band. the band name is ENDLESS , does anyone here have other suggestion? DONE this, but the band name is Mind Machine now, and we've recorded 4 songs and more to be done later.
3. I need money, to continue my study, or im dead. well pretty much the same now
4. new tyres for my scooter ahahahha. err which scooter? i got myself another scooter, a VS125 now. LOL
5. yah, i need a digital camera really bad. still... agh
6. a girlfriend. <--- this one, you might skip. nope, not yet. and this certainly wont be in next year's list because i dont want to have
7. i want to see she grads, and im going to wear suit and give flowers to her on her graduation day, and hoping she can fly after that, maybe Pan AM or MAS. this..did not happen as she didnt inform me, maybe you guys can read it somewhere in my blog
8. still, a driving licences (ada dua tu) GOT THISS!!!!! and i treat my friends 300pcs of satay for my Nazar
9. quit MMU and be a fulltime musician, or go travel. i might catch her somewhere. havent quit yet, and still part time musician, but i did travel, to Melbourne. yeah!
10. go to Dublin, and see U2 live. this...maybe next year
11. help my family out, especially my mother and brothers. still
12. a girlfriend. <-- skip. no
13. a singaporean bank account. no
14. a cooper ! not yet
15. b a good person. not yet

i think i've done good job with the list, considering that most of them has been done. the others...maybe later, or never. im going to come out with next year's list soon, and i think everyone should.

going off this weekend to Tampin for the Astro concert again. cya

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

friends and family

hey all, whutsup?
sudah raya ke brapa ya skarang? tah tak ingat.
hmm well let start on my puasa, puasa is as usual, cuma this year, its a lil different from past years.
on 16th october i took off from KLIA to Melbourne to watch a concert that held at St. Kilda beach, The Palace. and i got back on 21st oct. (i'll write about it more in next entry).
raya is as always, i went to my kampung dekat Pendang Kedah and friends house around Alor Star town. and hanging out with my mom and brothers. my older brother not here he is in Dublin with her wife. they live there.
And on raya ke 8 kot i went with nasran and bah to Sungai petani , 2 good friend's house there.
And now cuti pun dah habis, everyone went back to where they came from, working, studying. My semester, or to be exact trimester (they use this term in MMU) started yesterday, and i havent register any subject yet, i cant because been barred by MMU's finance dept.
shit la, tiap2 sem kena bar. bosan betul.

and im broke now, after balik dari Melbourne where i spent byk sangat beli kat kawan2 adik2 mak. damn skarang nak kena recover balik aduh.

Oh ya, im working now with Top Response Sdn Bhd, as artist coordinator for Astro's Gegak Gemilang concert that will tour major city like Batu Pahat, Ipoh, Klang, Alor star, Seberang Prai , Kuantan.
I responsible for a female top artist.

Im now back in Sri Kembangan, trying to settle everything up, bills, rent , argh, i wish i have 1 million now. then i wouldnt have to think of anything.
I just watched The O.C season 4 episode 1 (adam tolong jgn gelak ok, aku tengok cerita ni sebab aku dah follow since day 1 dan aku bukan lelaki OC atau TTDI/HARTAMAS yang tak reti buat apa2 dan sissy) .

Sangat sedih lah my Mischa Barton has gone forever, tbe. Marissa Cooper . rest in peach darling. wanna know more please watch it ok?
And im listening to Lostprophets - Always All Ways. remind me of this life. you know.
when i think back,i've lost many people i love over the years. family or friends.

Ada kawan pun which i am very close hilang and nowhere to be heard, ada kawan pun yg dah berubah, dah meninggal dan mcm2 lagi. not to mention family. listening to this song remind me yg i am getting older and older everyday. so do everyone. and made me think that life is short and death can come anytime.

i PROMISE to myself that, next year, when i dont have financial problem, i'd travel around Malaysia to see all my friends, rapat atau tak, in all universities and colleges, cousins, aunts, uncles, semua. i'd be very good if i have car (: . i dont care but i will do it next year before everyone change again, or gone forever. that's my new year resolution.

And purposely i think God dont give me a girlfriend maybe HE dont want me to suffer. its better when you have nothing to lose kan? and i'll use this opportunity to do what i just said.
when i look back, i think the only person that doesnt move on with his past life is me. i miss all friends before and i want to see them. even my only ex, denna which i never talk since ......2001 since we broke up.

You know, when you dont have everything, you'll love anything that you have. i dont have rich family, i dont have girlfriends, i dont have big car or anything, but i do have great brothers, mother, father, and friends. i will stick with them until i die. whereever and whatever i do.

to all my friends reading this, know that i love you and if i owe you guys apology, or i do wrong, please forgive me in this good Syawal ok? hutang duit tu akan di bayar lah hehe.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

nothing

nothing to write here, maybe later.
to YOU. just to let you know, you're RUDE!
you dont even know how to thanks.
and as a friend, it hurts me. you dont even know how
hard i tried to help.
"i came to KL just for the job" ? its not for the interview?

Monday, September 04, 2006

today on 4th sept.

last night i had a long sleep again, 9pm - 10am this morning.
just checking over orders from customers. well i have 19 orders pending and need to be shipped out.

ebay is nice. i support my living with eBay
ebay is bidding, bidding is business, business is goooooood!


visit my ebay store here (:



ebay store

Sunday, September 03, 2006

my flickr page

http://www.flickr.com/photos/netelie/

i-hack 2006.



well i just got back from the itm's i-hack 2006 and im damn tired. this is my first time i involved in REAL computer intrusion as we say it "hacking" world.

details:
i dont really know much about hacking or computer security nowadays, as i only have basic knowledges and concepts about it. my team mate, crash (esco) asked me to join it, and i said why not, just to gain experience hey!
Last time i remember doing all this computer stuff were back in my alpha year in mmu, it is 2003, 3 years ago. lots of things changed nowadays and i never update my computer security skills.

The competition start 2nd sept with the Forensic challenge.
OUR group name is skullb0x- (taken from antitrust movie)

our task is given on the website, and we need to find bugs, hidden message, doing some reverse engineering, not to mention social engineering (: .
well, we (me as kevin and esco) lost for few hours and didnt know what to do. until we decided to use reverse engineering, reading program's hash code and hexadecimals.
damn i seriously taktau apa2 about this sebab dah lama sangat tinggal.
we were given viruses and worms (like brontok.exe) and we must find what the virus did and something like that.
There were 5 flags to be captured , and we managed to capture only 1 flag. well i think that's a good start for us . esco is studying public service and me studying design. hehe.
congrats to ITM's team they won the challenge (well no wonder because they are computer science students anyway)


2nd day is CTF (capture the flag) challenge.

well today we started pretty slow, there are 10 flags to be capture.
today was all about hacking and computer intrusion. unfortunately none of us expert in it.
i found 2 flags and esco almost found 1 flag but we manage to get ourself an encrypted phrase. we have no idea how to decrypte it and we leave it. we only get 2 flags out of 10.
But lucky for me, for less than 24 hours i learn basic concepts about sql injections.
well now that i know, there's no turning back.
ammar and suff (ammar was my schoolmate) team from Project Tango (they're from UTP) won it with 7 captured flags. congrats.
well today was fun. and it was funny too. hacking is only for my knowledge.. somebody did said to me i should learn IT rather than design heh.
go to my flickr page for more pictas!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

hmm

hey it is 2:05am .

from my last post, i received comment abt it.
i dont know you're graduating, i have no idea at all. if i know, i'll definately go there.
tapi takpalah, its my fault that i dont know and its my fault i didnt say anything to you.
well you just take care of yourself and your family. and if you get married or anything in future, good luck then and congrats then.
im not gonna be long to wish u all that.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

i cant believe it

u know what, let just start this post , with saying that im dissapointed. she graduated without telling me.
as a friend, and friend who help her throughout her fyp, she didnt even bother to tell me.
ya maybe she's so busy with her life, but thats a lame excuse to tell a friend like me. Well for sure im not so important as her bf. ya sure .
well who the hell am i want to have the right to say this thing.

bye

i cant believe it

u know what, let just start this post , with saying that im dissapointed. she graduated without telling me.
as a friend, and friend who help her throughout her fyp, she didnt even bother to tell me.
ya maybe she's so busy with her life, but thats a lame excuse to tell a friend like me. Well for sure im not so important as her bf. ya sure .
well who the hell am i want to have the right to say this thing.

bye

Friday, April 21, 2006

time

there's not much time left. u know. and after this its gonna be it. and im gonna enjoy this last moment as best as i can. if it really happened, i'm gonna fly. up up beyond!

Monday, April 10, 2006

dr christian troy

well just finished watching the most disturbing tv series , Nip/tuck . well i dont know how in the world i watch it, but the facts that their drama really full of possibilities that could happened in our real life, not just a tv drama.

ending season 2, dr christian troy (julian mcmahon) cought by The Carver , the serial rapist and carve face of his victim. i dont know if christian dead or not. hope not because i really like him, it sound gay but i do like him, i see him as me. really!

well, im going to have a really bad bad bad weeks coming over with my miserable love life that never seem to give me a chance not even tiny as germ. i dont know how to deal with this, probably going to get myself busy.

cya!

Saturday, March 25, 2006

seketika

hoyea, fuck politics.
hmm, im really tired now, back in aloqstaq now, before that i was in Ipoh stayed at my makcik di's.
taking JPJ driving licence test tomorrow, both moto and kereta. owyea harap la lepas. im tired been working on carbontees business now, this sucks.
i dont know what i should hold to now, and i hope this is not another deja-vu.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

THE BIGGEST LIE THAT OUR GOVERNMENT IS LYING US

VIENNA, March 20 (Xinhua) -- The average crude oil price dipped to 57.21 U.S. dollars per barrel last week, down only 0.18 dollars compared to the previous week, the Organization of Petroleum Exporting Countries (OPEC), headquartered in Vienna, said on Monday.
- taken from http://news.xinhuanet.com/english/2006-03/21/content_4325760.htm

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something from Australian news :

Why are fuel prices so high?

Petrol prices have increased in response to the rising price of crude oil. From mid February, crude oil prices have risen steadily and on Thursday 17 March, oil prices rose to an all time high, reaching US $56.46 a barrel. Previously the highest recorded price for crude per barrel was US$55.50 in October 2004.

Although oil prices have reached an all time high, according to BBC News, crude oil prices would need to reach US$90 to rise above the 1980 price in inflation-adjusted terms. (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/4357245.stm).

How does the price of crude oil affect Australian petrol prices?

Typically a rise of $1.00 US per barrel impacts Australian pump prices by about 1 cent per litre for petrol. For those interested, the calculation is listed below:

1. Take the price quoted as US $56.00 per barrel for WTI
2. Translate price that into Australian dollars: 56 times current exchange rate (1 USD = 1.2633 AUD / 1 AUD = 0.7916 USD) = $70.74 AUS per barrel
3. Then calculate the number of litres in a barrel: 1 barrel = 158.987146 litres
4. Then divide the cost per barrel in Australian dollars by the number of litres in barrel to determine the cost per litre for crude oil: $70.74 divided by 158.987146 = 0.4449 or about 44.49 cents AUS per litre for the crude oil. If US$57 = $72.00 AUS per barrel = 45.28 cents AUS per litre for the crude oil.

taken from : http://motormouth.com.au/newsletters/0503.htm
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Someone from myspace did posted up a bulletin showing how our government lie to us about the oil price. i dont want to just read and swallow it, i've done my reseach above.
he said something like this :

average price per barrel for oil is USD$60, and to process a barrel would cost USD$10.
so, USD$70 to process a barrel.

1 barrel = 158.987146 litres ± 159 Litres/barrel

USD$70 divided to 159 litres = USD$0.44025
today's currency
1 USD = 3.69634 MYR 1 MYR = 0.270538 USD

the answer is : RM1.62

ya kawan2. kita bayar skarang RM1.92 setiap liter. dan kita bayar lebih 3 kupang kalau kl cakap 30 sen. ada kerajaan bayar subsidi minyak ka? siap kita bayar lebih ada la.
if im wrong , correct me at the comments, and i'll admit if it is true. and i'll delete this entry (for government supporters and related)

aha. ini lah penipuan buta buta kerajaan Malaysia pimpinan Barisan Nasional, dan leading party UMNO. UMNO ni bukan patutnya tolong kita rakyat ni ka? oh siap cekik darah kita, isk takpa.

punya la pandai,siap print banyak2 harga petrol sebelum dan selepas subsidi, tampal merata2 kat stesyen minyak, billboard. bodoh la bodoh.
rakyat sekarang dah pandai baca, dah pergi sekolah, siap masuk university, ada yg ada PhD.jgn la dok buat penipuan besar besaran sangat.

lagi mau pangkah BN? think again
oh wait,

nanti ada orang cakap "eh mamat, lu ni tak bersyukur la apa kerajaan bagi" ada lagi ckp, "gila nak tukar kerajaan, habis la Malaysia" ada jugak akan ckp "kalau jatuh kat tangan orang lain, habis la kita"

errr sorry la kan, aku bukan tak bersyukur, tapi kalau kerajaan dok kaya adik bradik depa, pastu kita dok bayaq 3 kupang tu, nak berdiam diri? aku tak sebodoh itu. err habis la Malaysia kalau tukar kerajaan??? OMG, apa yg habis? duit? minyak? tengok la what happened to Indonesia, India, when corruption tak dapat dibendung, rakyat memberontak, tapi negara dah miskin, it'll happened to us if this continue in 10 or 15 years. lagi satu, bukan orang dalam party BN sahaja yg pandai ok, orang lain pun pandai jugak nak tadbir negara, orang lain p sekolah jugak.

aku akan post lagi jadah2 lain nanti, damn politikal plak skarang.
dak dak, ni bukan politikal, this is just a thought.

lastly,
aku bukan pembangkang, aku bukan pas, mahupun DAP atau keADILan. aku hanya suara kecil yg mahukan the truth!

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Santana feat. Steven Tyler - Just Feel Better

(feat. Steven Tyler)

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planed it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!

Yeah

I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Monday, January 16, 2006

January 16.

hi, welcome back.
it is 6:25am in the morning, and havent sleep yet.
truth is, i cant sleep.thinking what had happened in like last 3 months in my life.
it was great, and sucks too. i had fallen with somebody that i dont love. and i'd fall in somebody that i cant. well its been like a week has past, and i've tried to get away from her. it really disturb me off, when someone started to appear in my dreams. in other way that mean im really thinking about it. i dont believe in dreams, crap. and i keep telling myself that i cant do that, i cant do that. keep away. and its hard.
and i really, dont wanna be the guy, that likes a girl, who have somebody, and hoping that she would have problems and finally break off with her love. i dont want to, i hate that guy. what are my chances?
in no time, we all will be off our ways.i dont know by that time how im going to be. time is running out. i dont have much.i am just jealous of him.really.on their day, i'd congratulate him with my biggest honorable, of having the smartest, prettiest , and coolest women i've ever met. i'd trade all have for it.leaving to hometown sooner, gbye!

and by the way, eza. i never meant to hurt you.it just me. i got problems, with my self.forgive me when im gone.
to to to to go go go go hoh oh ho lapar.
bye
sincerely me,
hafizi.fahmi.kevin.jepun.g.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

hi,
happy new year 2006 for everyone. damn does this mean that im a year older? hahaha.
ok, im gonna start off this blog with the new year's eve.
on 28 of disember, i went back to aloq stuck, just to join Incarnation - www.myspace.com/incarnationcrew gig at ipoh, on 30th morning we hit the road on bus to ipoh. that show started very late, about 630pm because the "headliners" have some problem on the road. Incarnation were playing as the 4th band. because of we arrived very early, about 130pm that day, so we kinda like did some soundcheck and the result was, fantastic. the sound was really perfect. as they finished playing, we leave the show because we had to take KL bus at 11.

31st disember. we went to midvalley that evening, and then off to Pauls place after that around 6. lotsa people there on that evening.

the bands that suppose to play that night were:
crystal lake, cassandra, force vomit, second combat, uphold, devilica, falling grudge, man under zero effort (MUZE) , net, restraint and crestfallen.

the started around 730 with restraint hit the stage first. follow up by the falling grudge. and after the UPHOLD www.myspace.com/upholdnrhc . this is the first time ever, pauls place crowded with people. that was a really nice show.
after uphold went off the stage, we lepak at kedai mamak nearby. and my friend, broz came to me and bagitau ada tok bond bagitau dia, polis nak buat rush. no wonder i saw patrol car before this. and not long after that, a police van came in rush, their 4WD, and they started asking kids for their IC. not only who went to the gig, but people who was having a drink at mamak stall, walking by also were asked.

without further ado kami beramai2 roket dari mamak itu dan terus blah dari tempat kejadian, not long after that, two "black maria" truck came in rush.
kesian kawan2 yg dalam pauls place and dekat kawan tu. semua kena angkut p balai polis brickfields.rakan2 yg kena ialah seperti Shahrin uphold, arwidth, broz, kimi, kawan2 dia.

ok, now let see...whats the point of the raid.

1. they said that was a "BLACK METAL" gig ???? was there really a black metal band in the list?? and even if there is, whats wrong with playing black metal music, we never minum darah kambing or sembelih kambing, (aku makan kari kepala kambing ada la kat kampung)

2. they said muda mudi minum arak secara berleluasa dan tin arak bertaburan - ehem, sori, ini bukan gig skinhead yg slalu minum arak, and kalau polis nak cari , p lah ZOUK ka, atau Orange ka, Atau Nuovo ka, lagi ramai, siap underage lagi.

3. they said Pauls place takda lesen dan gig takda permit. yes its true. paul are now getting licence from local authorities, and the organizer never knew that place didnt have permit. but...... police can't arrest and brought all the 400 kids to the police station because of this thing.

shit man, pasaipa ada orang tak puaih hati kat talented musician mcm depa ni.

and on 2nd of Disember. at pauls place, there was a Press conference between press and the victim. the victims are = paul (pauls place) , a women activist, an engineer who respresent us, dicky, ein second combat, a member of The Blues Gang, a member from SUHAKAM (suruhanjaya hak asasi manusia malaysia).
the press are - tv3, tv8, tv2 ,NST, the star, satu newspaper cina and beberapa lagi.

the victims explained to media and press what really happened, and who we really are, and what the metro wrote was really stupid and wrong.
that day was like a history in Malaysia's democracy, since we never really have people who really care about our music scene that has been abused and labelled as BLACK METAL .

and now, all the lawyers, suhakam, and few others are working on paperwork, to take court action against police force, metro and others.
if they ever repeat the same thing again, they wont even bother to do that.
just a note here, i think they are DAP (democratic action party) people who trying to help us. ala biasa la, pembangkang nak cari point. tapi look here, where's the government that we all chose?

all the best to semua yg kena tangkap that night, hope you guys have fun. hehe. to suicidal art, dont give up, continue you good job. to abby, dont worry, you are not Black metal leader as what police told us. hahahahha.



orale! mari pergi gig aloqstuck 7/1 !!!