Hi guys, ssup?
im feeling shit right now, and i have mood to write something and there's a lot of mosquitos in my room eventhough im at 7th floor and ive been trying to kill them using my deodorant spray.
it coming to the end of the year now, and i just wanna recall back the lasy year's "WANT IT NOW" list. let see...
1. A BASS guitar. really nice one - well never had money to buy this
2. record the-fucking-death-metal-greatest-fucking-song, haha, about 3 songs and jam it, yah and dont forget to gather back my band. the band name is ENDLESS , does anyone here have other suggestion? DONE this, but the band name is Mind Machine now, and we've recorded 4 songs and more to be done later.
3. I need money, to continue my study, or im dead. well pretty much the same now
4. new tyres for my scooter ahahahha. err which scooter? i got myself another scooter, a VS125 now. LOL
5. yah, i need a digital camera really bad. still... agh
6. a girlfriend. <--- this one, you might skip. nope, not yet. and this certainly wont be in next year's list because i dont want to have
7. i want to see she grads, and im going to wear suit and give flowers to her on her graduation day, and hoping she can fly after that, maybe Pan AM or MAS. this..did not happen as she didnt inform me, maybe you guys can read it somewhere in my blog
8. still, a driving licences (ada dua tu) GOT THISS!!!!! and i treat my friends 300pcs of satay for my Nazar
9. quit MMU and be a fulltime musician, or go travel. i might catch her somewhere. havent quit yet, and still part time musician, but i did travel, to Melbourne. yeah!
10. go to Dublin, and see U2 live. this...maybe next year
11. help my family out, especially my mother and brothers. still
12. a girlfriend. <-- skip. no
13. a singaporean bank account. no
14. a cooper ! not yet
15. b a good person. not yet
i think i've done good job with the list, considering that most of them has been done. the others...maybe later, or never. im going to come out with next year's list soon, and i think everyone should.
going off this weekend to Tampin for the Astro concert again. cya
Thursday, November 16, 2006
THE WISH LIST
Hi guys, ssup?
im feeling shit right now, and i have mood to write something and there's a lot of mosquitos in my room eventhough im at 7th floor and ive been trying to kill them using my deodorant spray.
it coming to the end of the year now, and i just wanna recall back the lasy year's "WANT IT NOW" list. let see...
1. A BASS guitar. really nice one - well never had money to buy this
2. record the-fucking-death-metal-greatest-fucking-song, haha, about 3 songs and jam it, yah and dont forget to gather back my band. the band name is ENDLESS , does anyone here have other suggestion? DONE this, but the band name is Mind Machine now, and we've recorded 4 songs and more to be done later.
3. I need money, to continue my study, or im dead. well pretty much the same now
4. new tyres for my scooter ahahahha. err which scooter? i got myself another scooter, a VS125 now. LOL
5. yah, i need a digital camera really bad. still... agh
6. a girlfriend. <--- this one, you might skip. nope, not yet. and this certainly wont be in next year's list because i dont want to have
7. i want to see she grads, and im going to wear suit and give flowers to her on her graduation day, and hoping she can fly after that, maybe Pan AM or MAS. this..did not happen as she didnt inform me, maybe you guys can read it somewhere in my blog
8. still, a driving licences (ada dua tu) GOT THISS!!!!! and i treat my friends 300pcs of satay for my Nazar
9. quit MMU and be a fulltime musician, or go travel. i might catch her somewhere. havent quit yet, and still part time musician, but i did travel, to Melbourne. yeah!
10. go to Dublin, and see U2 live. this...maybe next year
11. help my family out, especially my mother and brothers. still
12. a girlfriend. <-- skip. no
13. a singaporean bank account. no
14. a cooper ! not yet
15. b a good person. not yet
i think i've done good job with the list, considering that most of them has been done. the others...maybe later, or never. im going to come out with next year's list soon, and i think everyone should.
going off this weekend to Tampin for the Astro concert again. cya
im feeling shit right now, and i have mood to write something and there's a lot of mosquitos in my room eventhough im at 7th floor and ive been trying to kill them using my deodorant spray.
it coming to the end of the year now, and i just wanna recall back the lasy year's "WANT IT NOW" list. let see...
1. A BASS guitar. really nice one - well never had money to buy this
2. record the-fucking-death-metal-greatest-fucking-song, haha, about 3 songs and jam it, yah and dont forget to gather back my band. the band name is ENDLESS , does anyone here have other suggestion? DONE this, but the band name is Mind Machine now, and we've recorded 4 songs and more to be done later.
3. I need money, to continue my study, or im dead. well pretty much the same now
4. new tyres for my scooter ahahahha. err which scooter? i got myself another scooter, a VS125 now. LOL
5. yah, i need a digital camera really bad. still... agh
6. a girlfriend. <--- this one, you might skip. nope, not yet. and this certainly wont be in next year's list because i dont want to have
7. i want to see she grads, and im going to wear suit and give flowers to her on her graduation day, and hoping she can fly after that, maybe Pan AM or MAS. this..did not happen as she didnt inform me, maybe you guys can read it somewhere in my blog
8. still, a driving licences (ada dua tu) GOT THISS!!!!! and i treat my friends 300pcs of satay for my Nazar
9. quit MMU and be a fulltime musician, or go travel. i might catch her somewhere. havent quit yet, and still part time musician, but i did travel, to Melbourne. yeah!
10. go to Dublin, and see U2 live. this...maybe next year
11. help my family out, especially my mother and brothers. still
12. a girlfriend. <-- skip. no
13. a singaporean bank account. no
14. a cooper ! not yet
15. b a good person. not yet
i think i've done good job with the list, considering that most of them has been done. the others...maybe later, or never. im going to come out with next year's list soon, and i think everyone should.
going off this weekend to Tampin for the Astro concert again. cya
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
friends and family
hey all, whutsup?
sudah raya ke brapa ya skarang? tah tak ingat.
hmm well let start on my puasa, puasa is as usual, cuma this year, its a lil different from past years.
on 16th october i took off from KLIA to Melbourne to watch a concert that held at St. Kilda beach, The Palace. and i got back on 21st oct. (i'll write about it more in next entry).
raya is as always, i went to my kampung dekat Pendang Kedah and friends house around Alor Star town. and hanging out with my mom and brothers. my older brother not here he is in Dublin with her wife. they live there.
And on raya ke 8 kot i went with nasran and bah to Sungai petani , 2 good friend's house there.
And now cuti pun dah habis, everyone went back to where they came from, working, studying. My semester, or to be exact trimester (they use this term in MMU) started yesterday, and i havent register any subject yet, i cant because been barred by MMU's finance dept.
shit la, tiap2 sem kena bar. bosan betul.
and im broke now, after balik dari Melbourne where i spent byk sangat beli kat kawan2 adik2 mak. damn skarang nak kena recover balik aduh.
Oh ya, im working now with Top Response Sdn Bhd, as artist coordinator for Astro's Gegak Gemilang concert that will tour major city like Batu Pahat, Ipoh, Klang, Alor star, Seberang Prai , Kuantan.
I responsible for a female top artist.
Im now back in Sri Kembangan, trying to settle everything up, bills, rent , argh, i wish i have 1 million now. then i wouldnt have to think of anything.
I just watched The O.C season 4 episode 1 (adam tolong jgn gelak ok, aku tengok cerita ni sebab aku dah follow since day 1 dan aku bukan lelaki OC atau TTDI/HARTAMAS yang tak reti buat apa2 dan sissy) .
Sangat sedih lah my Mischa Barton has gone forever, tbe. Marissa Cooper . rest in peach darling. wanna know more please watch it ok?
And im listening to Lostprophets - Always All Ways. remind me of this life. you know.
when i think back,i've lost many people i love over the years. family or friends.
Ada kawan pun which i am very close hilang and nowhere to be heard, ada kawan pun yg dah berubah, dah meninggal dan mcm2 lagi. not to mention family. listening to this song remind me yg i am getting older and older everyday. so do everyone. and made me think that life is short and death can come anytime.
i PROMISE to myself that, next year, when i dont have financial problem, i'd travel around Malaysia to see all my friends, rapat atau tak, in all universities and colleges, cousins, aunts, uncles, semua. i'd be very good if i have car (: . i dont care but i will do it next year before everyone change again, or gone forever. that's my new year resolution.
And purposely i think God dont give me a girlfriend maybe HE dont want me to suffer. its better when you have nothing to lose kan? and i'll use this opportunity to do what i just said.
when i look back, i think the only person that doesnt move on with his past life is me. i miss all friends before and i want to see them. even my only ex, denna which i never talk since ......2001 since we broke up.
You know, when you dont have everything, you'll love anything that you have. i dont have rich family, i dont have girlfriends, i dont have big car or anything, but i do have great brothers, mother, father, and friends. i will stick with them until i die. whereever and whatever i do.
to all my friends reading this, know that i love you and if i owe you guys apology, or i do wrong, please forgive me in this good Syawal ok? hutang duit tu akan di bayar lah hehe.
sudah raya ke brapa ya skarang? tah tak ingat.
hmm well let start on my puasa, puasa is as usual, cuma this year, its a lil different from past years.
on 16th october i took off from KLIA to Melbourne to watch a concert that held at St. Kilda beach, The Palace. and i got back on 21st oct. (i'll write about it more in next entry).
raya is as always, i went to my kampung dekat Pendang Kedah and friends house around Alor Star town. and hanging out with my mom and brothers. my older brother not here he is in Dublin with her wife. they live there.
And on raya ke 8 kot i went with nasran and bah to Sungai petani , 2 good friend's house there.
And now cuti pun dah habis, everyone went back to where they came from, working, studying. My semester, or to be exact trimester (they use this term in MMU) started yesterday, and i havent register any subject yet, i cant because been barred by MMU's finance dept.
shit la, tiap2 sem kena bar. bosan betul.
and im broke now, after balik dari Melbourne where i spent byk sangat beli kat kawan2 adik2 mak. damn skarang nak kena recover balik aduh.
Oh ya, im working now with Top Response Sdn Bhd, as artist coordinator for Astro's Gegak Gemilang concert that will tour major city like Batu Pahat, Ipoh, Klang, Alor star, Seberang Prai , Kuantan.
I responsible for a female top artist.
Im now back in Sri Kembangan, trying to settle everything up, bills, rent , argh, i wish i have 1 million now. then i wouldnt have to think of anything.
I just watched The O.C season 4 episode 1 (adam tolong jgn gelak ok, aku tengok cerita ni sebab aku dah follow since day 1 dan aku bukan lelaki OC atau TTDI/HARTAMAS yang tak reti buat apa2 dan sissy) .
Sangat sedih lah my Mischa Barton has gone forever, tbe. Marissa Cooper . rest in peach darling. wanna know more please watch it ok?
And im listening to Lostprophets - Always All Ways. remind me of this life. you know.
when i think back,i've lost many people i love over the years. family or friends.
Ada kawan pun which i am very close hilang and nowhere to be heard, ada kawan pun yg dah berubah, dah meninggal dan mcm2 lagi. not to mention family. listening to this song remind me yg i am getting older and older everyday. so do everyone. and made me think that life is short and death can come anytime.
i PROMISE to myself that, next year, when i dont have financial problem, i'd travel around Malaysia to see all my friends, rapat atau tak, in all universities and colleges, cousins, aunts, uncles, semua. i'd be very good if i have car (: . i dont care but i will do it next year before everyone change again, or gone forever. that's my new year resolution.
And purposely i think God dont give me a girlfriend maybe HE dont want me to suffer. its better when you have nothing to lose kan? and i'll use this opportunity to do what i just said.
when i look back, i think the only person that doesnt move on with his past life is me. i miss all friends before and i want to see them. even my only ex, denna which i never talk since ......2001 since we broke up.
You know, when you dont have everything, you'll love anything that you have. i dont have rich family, i dont have girlfriends, i dont have big car or anything, but i do have great brothers, mother, father, and friends. i will stick with them until i die. whereever and whatever i do.
to all my friends reading this, know that i love you and if i owe you guys apology, or i do wrong, please forgive me in this good Syawal ok? hutang duit tu akan di bayar lah hehe.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
nothing
nothing to write here, maybe later.
to YOU. just to let you know, you're RUDE!
you dont even know how to thanks.
and as a friend, it hurts me. you dont even know how
hard i tried to help.
"i came to KL just for the job" ? its not for the interview?
to YOU. just to let you know, you're RUDE!
you dont even know how to thanks.
and as a friend, it hurts me. you dont even know how
hard i tried to help.
"i came to KL just for the job" ? its not for the interview?
Monday, September 04, 2006
today on 4th sept.
last night i had a long sleep again, 9pm - 10am this morning.
just checking over orders from customers. well i have 19 orders pending and need to be shipped out.
ebay is nice. i support my living with eBay
ebay is bidding, bidding is business, business is goooooood!
visit my ebay store here (:
ebay store
just checking over orders from customers. well i have 19 orders pending and need to be shipped out.
ebay is nice. i support my living with eBay
ebay is bidding, bidding is business, business is goooooood!
visit my ebay store here (:
ebay store
Sunday, September 03, 2006
i-hack 2006.
well i just got back from the itm's i-hack 2006 and im damn tired. this is my first time i involved in REAL computer intrusion as we say it "hacking" world.
details:
i dont really know much about hacking or computer security nowadays, as i only have basic knowledges and concepts about it. my team mate, crash (esco) asked me to join it, and i said why not, just to gain experience hey!
Last time i remember doing all this computer stuff were back in my alpha year in mmu, it is 2003, 3 years ago. lots of things changed nowadays and i never update my computer security skills.
The competition start 2nd sept with the Forensic challenge.
OUR group name is skullb0x- (taken from antitrust movie)
our task is given on the website, and we need to find bugs, hidden message, doing some reverse engineering, not to mention social engineering (: .
well, we (me as kevin and esco) lost for few hours and didnt know what to do. until we decided to use reverse engineering, reading program's hash code and hexadecimals.
damn i seriously taktau apa2 about this sebab dah lama sangat tinggal.
we were given viruses and worms (like brontok.exe) and we must find what the virus did and something like that.
There were 5 flags to be captured , and we managed to capture only 1 flag. well i think that's a good start for us . esco is studying public service and me studying design. hehe.
congrats to ITM's team they won the challenge (well no wonder because they are computer science students anyway)
2nd day is CTF (capture the flag) challenge.
well today we started pretty slow, there are 10 flags to be capture.
today was all about hacking and computer intrusion. unfortunately none of us expert in it.
i found 2 flags and esco almost found 1 flag but we manage to get ourself an encrypted phrase. we have no idea how to decrypte it and we leave it. we only get 2 flags out of 10.
But lucky for me, for less than 24 hours i learn basic concepts about sql injections.
well now that i know, there's no turning back.
ammar and suff (ammar was my schoolmate) team from Project Tango (they're from UTP) won it with 7 captured flags. congrats.
well today was fun. and it was funny too. hacking is only for my knowledge.. somebody did said to me i should learn IT rather than design heh.
go to my flickr page for more pictas!
Saturday, August 19, 2006
hmm
hey it is 2:05am .
from my last post, i received comment abt it.
i dont know you're graduating, i have no idea at all. if i know, i'll definately go there.
tapi takpalah, its my fault that i dont know and its my fault i didnt say anything to you.
well you just take care of yourself and your family. and if you get married or anything in future, good luck then and congrats then.
im not gonna be long to wish u all that.
from my last post, i received comment abt it.
i dont know you're graduating, i have no idea at all. if i know, i'll definately go there.
tapi takpalah, its my fault that i dont know and its my fault i didnt say anything to you.
well you just take care of yourself and your family. and if you get married or anything in future, good luck then and congrats then.
im not gonna be long to wish u all that.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i cant believe it
u know what, let just start this post , with saying that im dissapointed. she graduated without telling me.
as a friend, and friend who help her throughout her fyp, she didnt even bother to tell me.
ya maybe she's so busy with her life, but thats a lame excuse to tell a friend like me. Well for sure im not so important as her bf. ya sure .
well who the hell am i want to have the right to say this thing.
bye
as a friend, and friend who help her throughout her fyp, she didnt even bother to tell me.
ya maybe she's so busy with her life, but thats a lame excuse to tell a friend like me. Well for sure im not so important as her bf. ya sure .
well who the hell am i want to have the right to say this thing.
bye
i cant believe it
u know what, let just start this post , with saying that im dissapointed. she graduated without telling me.
as a friend, and friend who help her throughout her fyp, she didnt even bother to tell me.
ya maybe she's so busy with her life, but thats a lame excuse to tell a friend like me. Well for sure im not so important as her bf. ya sure .
well who the hell am i want to have the right to say this thing.
bye
as a friend, and friend who help her throughout her fyp, she didnt even bother to tell me.
ya maybe she's so busy with her life, but thats a lame excuse to tell a friend like me. Well for sure im not so important as her bf. ya sure .
well who the hell am i want to have the right to say this thing.
bye
Friday, April 21, 2006
time
there's not much time left. u know. and after this its gonna be it. and im gonna enjoy this last moment as best as i can. if it really happened, i'm gonna fly. up up beyond!
Monday, April 10, 2006
dr christian troy
well just finished watching the most disturbing tv series , Nip/tuck . well i dont know how in the world i watch it, but the facts that their drama really full of possibilities that could happened in our real life, not just a tv drama.
ending season 2, dr christian troy (julian mcmahon) cought by The Carver , the serial rapist and carve face of his victim. i dont know if christian dead or not. hope not because i really like him, it sound gay but i do like him, i see him as me. really!
well, im going to have a really bad bad bad weeks coming over with my miserable love life that never seem to give me a chance not even tiny as germ. i dont know how to deal with this, probably going to get myself busy.
cya!
ending season 2, dr christian troy (julian mcmahon) cought by The Carver , the serial rapist and carve face of his victim. i dont know if christian dead or not. hope not because i really like him, it sound gay but i do like him, i see him as me. really!
well, im going to have a really bad bad bad weeks coming over with my miserable love life that never seem to give me a chance not even tiny as germ. i dont know how to deal with this, probably going to get myself busy.
cya!
Saturday, March 25, 2006
seketika
hoyea, fuck politics.
hmm, im really tired now, back in aloqstaq now, before that i was in Ipoh stayed at my makcik di's.
taking JPJ driving licence test tomorrow, both moto and kereta. owyea harap la lepas. im tired been working on carbontees business now, this sucks.
i dont know what i should hold to now, and i hope this is not another deja-vu.
hmm, im really tired now, back in aloqstaq now, before that i was in Ipoh stayed at my makcik di's.
taking JPJ driving licence test tomorrow, both moto and kereta. owyea harap la lepas. im tired been working on carbontees business now, this sucks.
i dont know what i should hold to now, and i hope this is not another deja-vu.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
THE BIGGEST LIE THAT OUR GOVERNMENT IS LYING US
VIENNA, March 20 (Xinhua) -- The average crude oil price dipped to 57.21 U.S. dollars per barrel last week, down only 0.18 dollars compared to the previous week, the Organization of Petroleum Exporting Countries (OPEC), headquartered in Vienna, said on Monday.
- taken from http://news.xinhuanet.com/english/2006-03/21/content_4325760.htm
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something from Australian news :
Why are fuel prices so high?
Petrol prices have increased in response to the rising price of crude oil. From mid February, crude oil prices have risen steadily and on Thursday 17 March, oil prices rose to an all time high, reaching US $56.46 a barrel. Previously the highest recorded price for crude per barrel was US$55.50 in October 2004.
Although oil prices have reached an all time high, according to BBC News, crude oil prices would need to reach US$90 to rise above the 1980 price in inflation-adjusted terms. (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/4357245.stm).
How does the price of crude oil affect Australian petrol prices?
Typically a rise of $1.00 US per barrel impacts Australian pump prices by about 1 cent per litre for petrol. For those interested, the calculation is listed below:
1. Take the price quoted as US $56.00 per barrel for WTI
2. Translate price that into Australian dollars: 56 times current exchange rate (1 USD = 1.2633 AUD / 1 AUD = 0.7916 USD) = $70.74 AUS per barrel
3. Then calculate the number of litres in a barrel: 1 barrel = 158.987146 litres
4. Then divide the cost per barrel in Australian dollars by the number of litres in barrel to determine the cost per litre for crude oil: $70.74 divided by 158.987146 = 0.4449 or about 44.49 cents AUS per litre for the crude oil. If US$57 = $72.00 AUS per barrel = 45.28 cents AUS per litre for the crude oil.
taken from : http://motormouth.com.au/newsletters/0503.htm
====================================================================================
Someone from myspace did posted up a bulletin showing how our government lie to us about the oil price. i dont want to just read and swallow it, i've done my reseach above.
he said something like this :
average price per barrel for oil is USD$60, and to process a barrel would cost USD$10.
so, USD$70 to process a barrel.
1 barrel = 158.987146 litres ± 159 Litres/barrel
USD$70 divided to 159 litres = USD$0.44025
today's currency
1 USD = 3.69634 MYR 1 MYR = 0.270538 USD
the answer is : RM1.62
ya kawan2. kita bayar skarang RM1.92 setiap liter. dan kita bayar lebih 3 kupang kalau kl cakap 30 sen. ada kerajaan bayar subsidi minyak ka? siap kita bayar lebih ada la.
if im wrong , correct me at the comments, and i'll admit if it is true. and i'll delete this entry (for government supporters and related)
aha. ini lah penipuan buta buta kerajaan Malaysia pimpinan Barisan Nasional, dan leading party UMNO. UMNO ni bukan patutnya tolong kita rakyat ni ka? oh siap cekik darah kita, isk takpa.
punya la pandai,siap print banyak2 harga petrol sebelum dan selepas subsidi, tampal merata2 kat stesyen minyak, billboard. bodoh la bodoh.
rakyat sekarang dah pandai baca, dah pergi sekolah, siap masuk university, ada yg ada PhD.jgn la dok buat penipuan besar besaran sangat.
lagi mau pangkah BN? think again
oh wait,
nanti ada orang cakap "eh mamat, lu ni tak bersyukur la apa kerajaan bagi" ada lagi ckp, "gila nak tukar kerajaan, habis la Malaysia" ada jugak akan ckp "kalau jatuh kat tangan orang lain, habis la kita"
errr sorry la kan, aku bukan tak bersyukur, tapi kalau kerajaan dok kaya adik bradik depa, pastu kita dok bayaq 3 kupang tu, nak berdiam diri? aku tak sebodoh itu. err habis la Malaysia kalau tukar kerajaan??? OMG, apa yg habis? duit? minyak? tengok la what happened to Indonesia, India, when corruption tak dapat dibendung, rakyat memberontak, tapi negara dah miskin, it'll happened to us if this continue in 10 or 15 years. lagi satu, bukan orang dalam party BN sahaja yg pandai ok, orang lain pun pandai jugak nak tadbir negara, orang lain p sekolah jugak.
aku akan post lagi jadah2 lain nanti, damn politikal plak skarang.
dak dak, ni bukan politikal, this is just a thought.
lastly,
aku bukan pembangkang, aku bukan pas, mahupun DAP atau keADILan. aku hanya suara kecil yg mahukan the truth!
- taken from http://news.xinhuanet.com/english/2006-03/21/content_4325760.htm
=======================================================================================
something from Australian news :
Why are fuel prices so high?
Petrol prices have increased in response to the rising price of crude oil. From mid February, crude oil prices have risen steadily and on Thursday 17 March, oil prices rose to an all time high, reaching US $56.46 a barrel. Previously the highest recorded price for crude per barrel was US$55.50 in October 2004.
Although oil prices have reached an all time high, according to BBC News, crude oil prices would need to reach US$90 to rise above the 1980 price in inflation-adjusted terms. (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/4357245.stm).
How does the price of crude oil affect Australian petrol prices?
Typically a rise of $1.00 US per barrel impacts Australian pump prices by about 1 cent per litre for petrol. For those interested, the calculation is listed below:
1. Take the price quoted as US $56.00 per barrel for WTI
2. Translate price that into Australian dollars: 56 times current exchange rate (1 USD = 1.2633 AUD / 1 AUD = 0.7916 USD) = $70.74 AUS per barrel
3. Then calculate the number of litres in a barrel: 1 barrel = 158.987146 litres
4. Then divide the cost per barrel in Australian dollars by the number of litres in barrel to determine the cost per litre for crude oil: $70.74 divided by 158.987146 = 0.4449 or about 44.49 cents AUS per litre for the crude oil. If US$57 = $72.00 AUS per barrel = 45.28 cents AUS per litre for the crude oil.
taken from : http://motormouth.com.au/newsletters/0503.htm
====================================================================================
Someone from myspace did posted up a bulletin showing how our government lie to us about the oil price. i dont want to just read and swallow it, i've done my reseach above.
he said something like this :
average price per barrel for oil is USD$60, and to process a barrel would cost USD$10.
so, USD$70 to process a barrel.
1 barrel = 158.987146 litres ± 159 Litres/barrel
USD$70 divided to 159 litres = USD$0.44025
today's currency
1 USD = 3.69634 MYR 1 MYR = 0.270538 USD
the answer is : RM1.62
ya kawan2. kita bayar skarang RM1.92 setiap liter. dan kita bayar lebih 3 kupang kalau kl cakap 30 sen. ada kerajaan bayar subsidi minyak ka? siap kita bayar lebih ada la.
if im wrong , correct me at the comments, and i'll admit if it is true. and i'll delete this entry (for government supporters and related)
aha. ini lah penipuan buta buta kerajaan Malaysia pimpinan Barisan Nasional, dan leading party UMNO. UMNO ni bukan patutnya tolong kita rakyat ni ka? oh siap cekik darah kita, isk takpa.
punya la pandai,siap print banyak2 harga petrol sebelum dan selepas subsidi, tampal merata2 kat stesyen minyak, billboard. bodoh la bodoh.
rakyat sekarang dah pandai baca, dah pergi sekolah, siap masuk university, ada yg ada PhD.jgn la dok buat penipuan besar besaran sangat.
lagi mau pangkah BN? think again
oh wait,
nanti ada orang cakap "eh mamat, lu ni tak bersyukur la apa kerajaan bagi" ada lagi ckp, "gila nak tukar kerajaan, habis la Malaysia" ada jugak akan ckp "kalau jatuh kat tangan orang lain, habis la kita"
errr sorry la kan, aku bukan tak bersyukur, tapi kalau kerajaan dok kaya adik bradik depa, pastu kita dok bayaq 3 kupang tu, nak berdiam diri? aku tak sebodoh itu. err habis la Malaysia kalau tukar kerajaan??? OMG, apa yg habis? duit? minyak? tengok la what happened to Indonesia, India, when corruption tak dapat dibendung, rakyat memberontak, tapi negara dah miskin, it'll happened to us if this continue in 10 or 15 years. lagi satu, bukan orang dalam party BN sahaja yg pandai ok, orang lain pun pandai jugak nak tadbir negara, orang lain p sekolah jugak.
aku akan post lagi jadah2 lain nanti, damn politikal plak skarang.
dak dak, ni bukan politikal, this is just a thought.
lastly,
aku bukan pembangkang, aku bukan pas, mahupun DAP atau keADILan. aku hanya suara kecil yg mahukan the truth!
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Santana feat. Steven Tyler - Just Feel Better
(feat. Steven Tyler)
She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planed it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open
And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping
I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!
Yeah
I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planed it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open
And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping
I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!
Yeah
I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
Monday, January 16, 2006
January 16.
hi, welcome back.
it is 6:25am in the morning, and havent sleep yet.
truth is, i cant sleep.thinking what had happened in like last 3 months in my life.
it was great, and sucks too. i had fallen with somebody that i dont love. and i'd fall in somebody that i cant. well its been like a week has past, and i've tried to get away from her. it really disturb me off, when someone started to appear in my dreams. in other way that mean im really thinking about it. i dont believe in dreams, crap. and i keep telling myself that i cant do that, i cant do that. keep away. and its hard.
and i really, dont wanna be the guy, that likes a girl, who have somebody, and hoping that she would have problems and finally break off with her love. i dont want to, i hate that guy. what are my chances?
in no time, we all will be off our ways.i dont know by that time how im going to be. time is running out. i dont have much.i am just jealous of him.really.on their day, i'd congratulate him with my biggest honorable, of having the smartest, prettiest , and coolest women i've ever met. i'd trade all have for it.leaving to hometown sooner, gbye!
and by the way, eza. i never meant to hurt you.it just me. i got problems, with my self.forgive me when im gone.
to to to to go go go go hoh oh ho lapar.
bye
sincerely me,
hafizi.fahmi.kevin.jepun.g.
it is 6:25am in the morning, and havent sleep yet.
truth is, i cant sleep.thinking what had happened in like last 3 months in my life.
it was great, and sucks too. i had fallen with somebody that i dont love. and i'd fall in somebody that i cant. well its been like a week has past, and i've tried to get away from her. it really disturb me off, when someone started to appear in my dreams. in other way that mean im really thinking about it. i dont believe in dreams, crap. and i keep telling myself that i cant do that, i cant do that. keep away. and its hard.
and i really, dont wanna be the guy, that likes a girl, who have somebody, and hoping that she would have problems and finally break off with her love. i dont want to, i hate that guy. what are my chances?
in no time, we all will be off our ways.i dont know by that time how im going to be. time is running out. i dont have much.i am just jealous of him.really.on their day, i'd congratulate him with my biggest honorable, of having the smartest, prettiest , and coolest women i've ever met. i'd trade all have for it.leaving to hometown sooner, gbye!
and by the way, eza. i never meant to hurt you.it just me. i got problems, with my self.forgive me when im gone.
to to to to go go go go hoh oh ho lapar.
bye
sincerely me,
hafizi.fahmi.kevin.jepun.g.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
hi,
happy new year 2006 for everyone. damn does this mean that im a year older? hahaha.
ok, im gonna start off this blog with the new year's eve.
on 28 of disember, i went back to aloq stuck, just to join Incarnation - www.myspace.com/incarnationcrew gig at ipoh, on 30th morning we hit the road on bus to ipoh. that show started very late, about 630pm because the "headliners" have some problem on the road. Incarnation were playing as the 4th band. because of we arrived very early, about 130pm that day, so we kinda like did some soundcheck and the result was, fantastic. the sound was really perfect. as they finished playing, we leave the show because we had to take KL bus at 11.
31st disember. we went to midvalley that evening, and then off to Pauls place after that around 6. lotsa people there on that evening.
the bands that suppose to play that night were:
crystal lake, cassandra, force vomit, second combat, uphold, devilica, falling grudge, man under zero effort (MUZE) , net, restraint and crestfallen.
the started around 730 with restraint hit the stage first. follow up by the falling grudge. and after the UPHOLD www.myspace.com/upholdnrhc . this is the first time ever, pauls place crowded with people. that was a really nice show.
after uphold went off the stage, we lepak at kedai mamak nearby. and my friend, broz came to me and bagitau ada tok bond bagitau dia, polis nak buat rush. no wonder i saw patrol car before this. and not long after that, a police van came in rush, their 4WD, and they started asking kids for their IC. not only who went to the gig, but people who was having a drink at mamak stall, walking by also were asked.
without further ado kami beramai2 roket dari mamak itu dan terus blah dari tempat kejadian, not long after that, two "black maria" truck came in rush.
kesian kawan2 yg dalam pauls place and dekat kawan tu. semua kena angkut p balai polis brickfields.rakan2 yg kena ialah seperti Shahrin uphold, arwidth, broz, kimi, kawan2 dia.
ok, now let see...whats the point of the raid.
1. they said that was a "BLACK METAL" gig ???? was there really a black metal band in the list?? and even if there is, whats wrong with playing black metal music, we never minum darah kambing or sembelih kambing, (aku makan kari kepala kambing ada la kat kampung)
2. they said muda mudi minum arak secara berleluasa dan tin arak bertaburan - ehem, sori, ini bukan gig skinhead yg slalu minum arak, and kalau polis nak cari , p lah ZOUK ka, atau Orange ka, Atau Nuovo ka, lagi ramai, siap underage lagi.
3. they said Pauls place takda lesen dan gig takda permit. yes its true. paul are now getting licence from local authorities, and the organizer never knew that place didnt have permit. but...... police can't arrest and brought all the 400 kids to the police station because of this thing.
shit man, pasaipa ada orang tak puaih hati kat talented musician mcm depa ni.
and on 2nd of Disember. at pauls place, there was a Press conference between press and the victim. the victims are = paul (pauls place) , a women activist, an engineer who respresent us, dicky, ein second combat, a member of The Blues Gang, a member from SUHAKAM (suruhanjaya hak asasi manusia malaysia).
the press are - tv3, tv8, tv2 ,NST, the star, satu newspaper cina and beberapa lagi.
the victims explained to media and press what really happened, and who we really are, and what the metro wrote was really stupid and wrong.
that day was like a history in Malaysia's democracy, since we never really have people who really care about our music scene that has been abused and labelled as BLACK METAL .
and now, all the lawyers, suhakam, and few others are working on paperwork, to take court action against police force, metro and others.
if they ever repeat the same thing again, they wont even bother to do that.
just a note here, i think they are DAP (democratic action party) people who trying to help us. ala biasa la, pembangkang nak cari point. tapi look here, where's the government that we all chose?
all the best to semua yg kena tangkap that night, hope you guys have fun. hehe. to suicidal art, dont give up, continue you good job. to abby, dont worry, you are not Black metal leader as what police told us. hahahahha.
orale! mari pergi gig aloqstuck 7/1 !!!
happy new year 2006 for everyone. damn does this mean that im a year older? hahaha.
ok, im gonna start off this blog with the new year's eve.
on 28 of disember, i went back to aloq stuck, just to join Incarnation - www.myspace.com/incarnationcrew gig at ipoh, on 30th morning we hit the road on bus to ipoh. that show started very late, about 630pm because the "headliners" have some problem on the road. Incarnation were playing as the 4th band. because of we arrived very early, about 130pm that day, so we kinda like did some soundcheck and the result was, fantastic. the sound was really perfect. as they finished playing, we leave the show because we had to take KL bus at 11.
31st disember. we went to midvalley that evening, and then off to Pauls place after that around 6. lotsa people there on that evening.
the bands that suppose to play that night were:
crystal lake, cassandra, force vomit, second combat, uphold, devilica, falling grudge, man under zero effort (MUZE) , net, restraint and crestfallen.
the started around 730 with restraint hit the stage first. follow up by the falling grudge. and after the UPHOLD www.myspace.com/upholdnrhc . this is the first time ever, pauls place crowded with people. that was a really nice show.
after uphold went off the stage, we lepak at kedai mamak nearby. and my friend, broz came to me and bagitau ada tok bond bagitau dia, polis nak buat rush. no wonder i saw patrol car before this. and not long after that, a police van came in rush, their 4WD, and they started asking kids for their IC. not only who went to the gig, but people who was having a drink at mamak stall, walking by also were asked.
without further ado kami beramai2 roket dari mamak itu dan terus blah dari tempat kejadian, not long after that, two "black maria" truck came in rush.
kesian kawan2 yg dalam pauls place and dekat kawan tu. semua kena angkut p balai polis brickfields.rakan2 yg kena ialah seperti Shahrin uphold, arwidth, broz, kimi, kawan2 dia.
ok, now let see...whats the point of the raid.
1. they said that was a "BLACK METAL" gig ???? was there really a black metal band in the list?? and even if there is, whats wrong with playing black metal music, we never minum darah kambing or sembelih kambing, (aku makan kari kepala kambing ada la kat kampung)
2. they said muda mudi minum arak secara berleluasa dan tin arak bertaburan - ehem, sori, ini bukan gig skinhead yg slalu minum arak, and kalau polis nak cari , p lah ZOUK ka, atau Orange ka, Atau Nuovo ka, lagi ramai, siap underage lagi.
3. they said Pauls place takda lesen dan gig takda permit. yes its true. paul are now getting licence from local authorities, and the organizer never knew that place didnt have permit. but...... police can't arrest and brought all the 400 kids to the police station because of this thing.
shit man, pasaipa ada orang tak puaih hati kat talented musician mcm depa ni.
and on 2nd of Disember. at pauls place, there was a Press conference between press and the victim. the victims are = paul (pauls place) , a women activist, an engineer who respresent us, dicky, ein second combat, a member of The Blues Gang, a member from SUHAKAM (suruhanjaya hak asasi manusia malaysia).
the press are - tv3, tv8, tv2 ,NST, the star, satu newspaper cina and beberapa lagi.
the victims explained to media and press what really happened, and who we really are, and what the metro wrote was really stupid and wrong.
that day was like a history in Malaysia's democracy, since we never really have people who really care about our music scene that has been abused and labelled as BLACK METAL .
and now, all the lawyers, suhakam, and few others are working on paperwork, to take court action against police force, metro and others.
if they ever repeat the same thing again, they wont even bother to do that.
just a note here, i think they are DAP (democratic action party) people who trying to help us. ala biasa la, pembangkang nak cari point. tapi look here, where's the government that we all chose?
all the best to semua yg kena tangkap that night, hope you guys have fun. hehe. to suicidal art, dont give up, continue you good job. to abby, dont worry, you are not Black metal leader as what police told us. hahahahha.
orale! mari pergi gig aloqstuck 7/1 !!!
Monday, December 26, 2005
heck.
hi,
it is now 630pm, monday 26 disember, a day after the xmas.
i still sleep at 8, wake up around 3. its been like, a week i've become like a zombie. reason is, been thinking alot of myself.
honestly, i've been shocked by who i think my good friend was, said about me. and it goes like this
"Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I dont know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because its empty Because of you I am afraid
FUCK YOU n Ur LIFE n Ur FUCKING BAND 'n' also Ur FUCKING HOMETOWN"
well, one thing i wanna say to you is, you have no rights, to judge me, no fucking rights,to fuck my life, and no fucking rights, to say that to my band, and no fucking fucking rights, to say that to my hometown. you dont even know me, you dont even know when my bday is, and you know nothing about me. fuck? say that to yourself, and fucking blame yourself for not ever trying to care about it.
yeah i know your life is just pathetic, and you try to run away from your past, and you came from a miserable town and try to escape from it. u know what, just face it. the thing with you and your exs , you and your cousins, you and your fancy petbro, you and your life, and you with your ugly myspace are just misery. yea, guys in your myspace is like jerks
you cant even accept the facts to accept a guy in your life. bullshit if you say that you care. you never done with your past, you keep moaning about your exs.try to act cool infront of your friends? hmm i dont know about that.
im sorry for what i've done, im gonna pay for them. but YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY THAT TO MY LIFE. NOT FUCKING EVER. BLAME YOURSELF FOR NOT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME, YOU NEVER KNEW MY BAND, AND YOU NEVER LIVE IN MY TOWN. thats ashame.
i've lost my respect to you friend. totally.
it is now 630pm, monday 26 disember, a day after the xmas.
i still sleep at 8, wake up around 3. its been like, a week i've become like a zombie. reason is, been thinking alot of myself.
honestly, i've been shocked by who i think my good friend was, said about me. and it goes like this
"Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I dont know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because its empty Because of you I am afraid
FUCK YOU n Ur LIFE n Ur FUCKING BAND 'n' also Ur FUCKING HOMETOWN"
well, one thing i wanna say to you is, you have no rights, to judge me, no fucking rights,to fuck my life, and no fucking rights, to say that to my band, and no fucking fucking rights, to say that to my hometown. you dont even know me, you dont even know when my bday is, and you know nothing about me. fuck? say that to yourself, and fucking blame yourself for not ever trying to care about it.
yeah i know your life is just pathetic, and you try to run away from your past, and you came from a miserable town and try to escape from it. u know what, just face it. the thing with you and your exs , you and your cousins, you and your fancy petbro, you and your life, and you with your ugly myspace are just misery. yea, guys in your myspace is like jerks
you cant even accept the facts to accept a guy in your life. bullshit if you say that you care. you never done with your past, you keep moaning about your exs.try to act cool infront of your friends? hmm i dont know about that.
im sorry for what i've done, im gonna pay for them. but YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY THAT TO MY LIFE. NOT FUCKING EVER. BLAME YOURSELF FOR NOT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME, YOU NEVER KNEW MY BAND, AND YOU NEVER LIVE IN MY TOWN. thats ashame.
i've lost my respect to you friend. totally.
Friday, December 23, 2005
6:25 AM December 23
hey, yah, just two more days for christmas and i dont fucking care unless im going to get presents. hahaha.
shit, its now 6:27 in the Friday morning and i cant sleep. still. damn am i really depressed? yah, well, its not too early to wish you guys happy new year, it just a week away.
world has been shocked last year about the asian tsunami wave. 250'000 people lost their live. and now, southern thailand, perlis, kedah, penang are flooded for about a week now. i hope it'll be ok in few days. still i hope we can celebrate the new year without any tears. haaha.
hey, whutsup, its been about a year since my first post to this blog. haha, well, i dont really like this kinda blog thing, its like revealing your personal life to others. i do remember the old way of blogging back in 1999-2002 . web logger using personal server to post up their blog everyday. now we have this BLOGGER from google. yeay! on of what google will do to us, - read our life, and take over the world. yeah, read my post about a year ago on google - http://jepun41.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_jepun41_archive.html .
hey, guess what, let see what's my last year's wish list are, and did i manage to get em!
a digital camera - tak kisah lah apa2 pun. *still tak dapat,kedekut beli benda2 lain*
slr camera *hahah yeah, asyik pinjam yg port punya*
what my mom had left. *ow shit, they still having em!*
a driving licence. *hahahahh this is fun, i only managed to get an L for motocycle and L for car, shit, does that stand for Loser? no, its for LONER"
well, a girlfriend? *hahah no comment, im still a loner"
electric guitar w MT-2 *yeah! i did get em, An Ibanez GRG70 with MT-2 Metalzone, plus i now have and Gibson Epiphone SG US Made, and a Line 6 POD 2.0!!*
fund for a longest trip ever. *ada baru RM500, tu baru 10%*
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and now, my want-it-now list for 2006
1. A BASS guitar. really nice one
2. record the-fucking-death-metal-greatest-fucking-song, haha, about 3 songs and jam it, yah and dont forget to gather back my band. the band name is ENDLESS , does anyone here have other suggestion?
3. I need money, to continue my study, or im dead.
4. new tyres for my scooter ahahahha
5. yah, i need a digital camera really bad.
6. a girlfriend. <--- this one, you might skip.
7. i want to see she grads, and im going to wear suit and give flowers to her on her graduation day, and hoping she can fly after that, maybe Pan AM or MAS.
8. still, a driving licences (ada dua tu)
9. quit MMU and be a fulltime musician, or go travel. i might catch her somewhere.
10. go to Dublin, and see U2 live.
11. help my family out, especially my mother and brothers.
12. a girlfriend. <-- skip.
13. a singaporean bank account.
14. a cooper !
15. b a good person.
16, just added - last wish to have the greatest rocking band in mmu, and it will rock and suck out all x-tian rock, chinese rock in mmu. and im gonna have a women singer and thats fucking rock
ok thats fucking enough. byk sangat kot to be achieve within a year. lets see what i can do. hehe
well, Kaknad and Abang now moved to a new house in Dublin, damn i wish i can go there. kaknad is now EXPECTIOn and her work permit has been approved and abang change from civil engineering to Landscaping, what a "art" family im in. LOL
well, i have a question for anyone to answer .... it is worth to wait for someone you really like, eventhough you know you only have 1% chances, for like, 4 to 5 years?
hey that its.well THE O.C now holds up at 3x10 for christmas, pretty much the same thing happened as i watched the oc about two years ago.
marissa doest feel happy with ryan, she do her " ah, im leaving" thing, ryan gets into trouble, cohen's family in trouble bla bla.
but...that the good thing about this movie.hahaha. well im a tv junk. i always love tv. eventhough they are control by the government LOL!
ok this is it.
catch you guys later!!!!
shit, its now 6:27 in the Friday morning and i cant sleep. still. damn am i really depressed? yah, well, its not too early to wish you guys happy new year, it just a week away.
world has been shocked last year about the asian tsunami wave. 250'000 people lost their live. and now, southern thailand, perlis, kedah, penang are flooded for about a week now. i hope it'll be ok in few days. still i hope we can celebrate the new year without any tears. haaha.
hey, whutsup, its been about a year since my first post to this blog. haha, well, i dont really like this kinda blog thing, its like revealing your personal life to others. i do remember the old way of blogging back in 1999-2002 . web logger using personal server to post up their blog everyday. now we have this BLOGGER from google. yeay! on of what google will do to us, - read our life, and take over the world. yeah, read my post about a year ago on google - http://jepun41.blogspot.com/2005_01_01_jepun41_archive.html .
hey, guess what, let see what's my last year's wish list are, and did i manage to get em!
a digital camera - tak kisah lah apa2 pun. *still tak dapat,kedekut beli benda2 lain*
slr camera *hahah yeah, asyik pinjam yg port punya*
what my mom had left. *ow shit, they still having em!*
a driving licence. *hahahahh this is fun, i only managed to get an L for motocycle and L for car, shit, does that stand for Loser? no, its for LONER"
well, a girlfriend? *hahah no comment, im still a loner"
electric guitar w MT-2 *yeah! i did get em, An Ibanez GRG70 with MT-2 Metalzone, plus i now have and Gibson Epiphone SG US Made, and a Line 6 POD 2.0!!*
fund for a longest trip ever. *ada baru RM500, tu baru 10%*
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and now, my want-it-now list for 2006
1. A BASS guitar. really nice one
2. record the-fucking-death-metal-greatest-fucking-song, haha, about 3 songs and jam it, yah and dont forget to gather back my band. the band name is ENDLESS , does anyone here have other suggestion?
3. I need money, to continue my study, or im dead.
4. new tyres for my scooter ahahahha
5. yah, i need a digital camera really bad.
6. a girlfriend. <--- this one, you might skip.
7. i want to see she grads, and im going to wear suit and give flowers to her on her graduation day, and hoping she can fly after that, maybe Pan AM or MAS.
8. still, a driving licences (ada dua tu)
9. quit MMU and be a fulltime musician, or go travel. i might catch her somewhere.
10. go to Dublin, and see U2 live.
11. help my family out, especially my mother and brothers.
12. a girlfriend. <-- skip.
13. a singaporean bank account.
14. a cooper !
15. b a good person.
16, just added - last wish to have the greatest rocking band in mmu, and it will rock and suck out all x-tian rock, chinese rock in mmu. and im gonna have a women singer and thats fucking rock
ok thats fucking enough. byk sangat kot to be achieve within a year. lets see what i can do. hehe
well, Kaknad and Abang now moved to a new house in Dublin, damn i wish i can go there. kaknad is now EXPECTIOn and her work permit has been approved and abang change from civil engineering to Landscaping, what a "art" family im in. LOL
well, i have a question for anyone to answer .... it is worth to wait for someone you really like, eventhough you know you only have 1% chances, for like, 4 to 5 years?
hey that its.well THE O.C now holds up at 3x10 for christmas, pretty much the same thing happened as i watched the oc about two years ago.
marissa doest feel happy with ryan, she do her " ah, im leaving" thing, ryan gets into trouble, cohen's family in trouble bla bla.
but...that the good thing about this movie.hahaha. well im a tv junk. i always love tv. eventhough they are control by the government LOL!
ok this is it.
catch you guys later!!!!
Sunday, December 11, 2005
walk on
helo!
its been awhile since my last blog. i always knew that this blogging thing wont work for me, just the same like my old diary, updated monthly! haha.
where's im going to start..hmm well,
i stop blog before puasa, and let's continue.
my puasa was fun, because i had good time at aloqstuck with frenzah. just laid back everyday.
hari raya is fun too, even though im celebrating it quite simple. will be update raya picture later. (still using SLR lol)
ok, my weight gained about 10ks, last time i checked was at 71kg. ok that enough i think. lara did told me to gain, probably she'll be shocked seing me. haha
well, lotsa things happened in last two months, few things i cant tell,few things i can.
well, for whatever happened last two months, im seriously need a break, from all those stuff. like women. why? i dont know. something "happened" that make me afraid of relationship. really afraid of having one.
ok, enough about that.
now, study. hmm, for some reason, im on leave this trimester, that means, i dont take any subjects. yeah, i think thats good for me, to clear my head up after whatever things happened back in last sem.
talking about my head, im having sleeping problem now, not a sleeping disorder, but Imsomnia. well, i met a doctor, she said that imsomnia is a factor of depressed.
damn, am I ? what was i thinking about.
im kinda sick lately,really sick, but sickness will never let my spirit down.
as what bono said, walk on.
im starting new business now, probably will take time before its stable.
this is a rough time, it is. maybe for everyone else. i hope everything will be ok.
u2 is the best rock band ever.
u2- walk on
And love is not the easy thing
The only baggage that you can bring
Love is not the easy thing
The only baggage you can bring
Is all that you can't leave behind...
And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong
Oh, oh
Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can't steal it
No, they can't even feel it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight
You're packing a suitcase for a place none of us has been
A place that has to be believed, to be seen
You could have flown away
A singing bird in an open cage
Who will only fly, only fly, for freedom
Oh, oh
Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can't deny it
Can't sell it, or buy it
Walk on, walk on
You stay safe tonight
And I know it aches
And your heart, it breaks
You can only take so much
Walk on...
Walk on...
Home...
Hard to know what it is, if you never had one
Home...
I can't say where it is, but I know I'm going
Home...
That's where the heart is...
And I know it aches
And your heart, it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on...
(Hooo)
Leave it behind
You got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you feel
All this you can leave behind
All that you reason, (it's only time)
(Love is a feeling on my mind)
All that you sense
All that you scheme
All you dress-up
All that you've seen
All you create
All that you wreck
All that you hate
its been awhile since my last blog. i always knew that this blogging thing wont work for me, just the same like my old diary, updated monthly! haha.
where's im going to start..hmm well,
i stop blog before puasa, and let's continue.
my puasa was fun, because i had good time at aloqstuck with frenzah. just laid back everyday.
hari raya is fun too, even though im celebrating it quite simple. will be update raya picture later. (still using SLR lol)
ok, my weight gained about 10ks, last time i checked was at 71kg. ok that enough i think. lara did told me to gain, probably she'll be shocked seing me. haha
well, lotsa things happened in last two months, few things i cant tell,few things i can.
well, for whatever happened last two months, im seriously need a break, from all those stuff. like women. why? i dont know. something "happened" that make me afraid of relationship. really afraid of having one.
ok, enough about that.
now, study. hmm, for some reason, im on leave this trimester, that means, i dont take any subjects. yeah, i think thats good for me, to clear my head up after whatever things happened back in last sem.
talking about my head, im having sleeping problem now, not a sleeping disorder, but Imsomnia. well, i met a doctor, she said that imsomnia is a factor of depressed.
damn, am I ? what was i thinking about.
im kinda sick lately,really sick, but sickness will never let my spirit down.
as what bono said, walk on.
im starting new business now, probably will take time before its stable.
this is a rough time, it is. maybe for everyone else. i hope everything will be ok.
u2 is the best rock band ever.
u2- walk on
And love is not the easy thing
The only baggage that you can bring
Love is not the easy thing
The only baggage you can bring
Is all that you can't leave behind...
And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong
Oh, oh
Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can't steal it
No, they can't even feel it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight
You're packing a suitcase for a place none of us has been
A place that has to be believed, to be seen
You could have flown away
A singing bird in an open cage
Who will only fly, only fly, for freedom
Oh, oh
Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can't deny it
Can't sell it, or buy it
Walk on, walk on
You stay safe tonight
And I know it aches
And your heart, it breaks
You can only take so much
Walk on...
Walk on...
Home...
Hard to know what it is, if you never had one
Home...
I can't say where it is, but I know I'm going
Home...
That's where the heart is...
And I know it aches
And your heart, it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on...
(Hooo)
Leave it behind
You got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you feel
All this you can leave behind
All that you reason, (it's only time)
(Love is a feeling on my mind)
All that you sense
All that you scheme
All you dress-up
All that you've seen
All you create
All that you wreck
All that you hate
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